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Novocaine

by Duch Dillinger

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1.
Notice 03:23
Been quiet, too quiet now Rappers got their bars on a diet now Gotta tell my backpack to keep it down Trolls wanna riot now, control em like a choir now Ah ah ah ah ah ah trying to finesse When you’re average at your best And your average is a mess I contest no competition I got deadlines and decisions I got practice and precision I got victims in my vision now Fuck it, I came to destroy Point out the people who told you whatever Each thing I spit get a mouthful of pepper Ready and waiting and willing whenever Eggshells all under my Jordans, egos all under my heels Fuck you forever, you made me a monster, and all of the better to make you a meal C’est la vie, c’est la savage, Im a savage, fuck it I’m feeling fantastic Don’t give a damn bout the act or the actress She can act out everything but the action Trying to get it, you get it, get taxed Trying to get it without any grants Shoutout to Scarborough I stomp on my land I’m a slap in the face with my hood in my hand I was never playing at all That’s why they never gave me the ball But they know it So they notice Bitch Ima be outliving em all It’s written right there on the wall And they know it So they notice Ah ah ah ah ah they’ll be no further questions No further interjections not financially invested You can’t, can’t get my time with residuals not collected I am bigger than denial, even if its a collective Give a fuck if I’m respected fam, see how you respect shit fam Loyalty so foreign, you do not know what respect is fam The aforementioned fam, meet you in my mentions fam Prevention so so hopeless, you blocked him and left me open fam Fuck it, I came to deliver, theres nothing left for you fucks to consider Chip on a shoulder could never be bigger Adversity arsenal never been richer Loss is a weapon of choice for a winner Feature my flexing inside of your figures Finger been itching for years on the trigger When I get up in there I’m not gonna miss ya Bhup bhup bhup bhup all you big dogs look like pup pups I aint worried I just puff puff, out it Ya’ll just losers with new outfits Sauce, drippin, bitches drownin’ You aint louder, gotta ‘low it Nothing but time, spend every minute of it on my grind You know where to find me I was never playing at all That’s why they never gave me the ball But they know it So they notice Bitch Ima be outliving em all It’s written right there on the wall And they know it So they notice
2.
Handgun 04:05
Young Lords, young reverends I’m in Hell again, friends with my medicine Strechin’ it, menacing, bottom of the tenement I dont give a fucking fuck but thank you for your sentiments Razor sharp, bars that tear your face apart, swear its art Bang the harp, cut the strings, higher than some angel wings Simple things, married to the mob without a wedding ring Devil knock and I let him in, Im sick as fuck of the meddling Cut the strings and I pull the thread, half asleep but I’m fully dead Now let me at ‘em, Wednesday Addams, going harder than I ever been I’m fuckin’ smarter than I ever been Do it better than I ever did Wanna know where the weapon is? Now that you mention it HOOK Brrrrrr, bullet x 4 Hand gun, hand gun My thumb and my finger Pull it All I got’s a dollar and a dream And a handgun Verse 2 In the wilderness, probably with a wildebeest Ima smoke up all the weed, out of this world in an Odyssey No polish no apology, name a broad go hard as me Point her out, stuff it in her mouth, now she can’t even talk to me These suits wanna talk for me, these dudes swing their cocks for me Pardon me, you gassed up bitches can’t even get a fart from me Gawkin’ me, like you oughta be, I’m acting out, they recording me I get some hate, and I get some love, and I’m getting back accordingly Don’t want your man he corny, B Tryin’ to stick that fork in me I ain’t done, raw as fuck, act like you aint order me Do that damn report on me, spell my name without the T Turn that bullshit into gold, motherfuckin’ alchemy Savage hoe, you don’t speak that language tho Told ‘em I was poison, now they posing like the antidote Try me though Psycho yo, I’m a basketcase Trippin’ off of that acid rain I deadly vipe assass-em ask ‘em Make your asses all ascertain Strip your polish off, acetone Chattin’ cash or dont pass the phone Fucking savage, fuck a salad Had to let me up in my zone Had to tell me I couldn’t flex, now flexion’ all that I do You had to act like I aint a threat, now flesh is all that I chew Pull it
3.
Love You If 03:15
I love you when you listen to me blindly I love the way you stand when it’s behind me I love it when the pieces fit so nicely I hate the way you look when you been crying I hate you when you working on your off days And how you always gotta learn the hard way I hate the way you do it on your own time And how it never coincide with what I had in mind Yo I hate it when you talk about depression And other shit you’re not supposed to mention But less than I hate it when you don’t say shit ‘Cuz I can’t argue with you when you sit and think Yo I love that you live, but I hate that you breathing’ I love you, I hate you, for the same reason I hope that you win, but I picture you failing Picture improves I could picture me saying I love you I love you I love you if I love you I love you when I love you I love you but I love you I love you if I love the way you look without the makeup And how you like to hold me when you wake up I love the way you’re quiet when you dress up And how your lipstick look when you don’t say stuff I hate you when you swear, or you care too much I hate you when you’re so damn serious And how you make me feel like I don’t go hard I hate the things you say when you drop your guard Yo I love the way you running when I chase you I hate how you don’t stumble when I shake you I hate the way you suffer in your silence I love you when theres fire in your eyelids I love you if you love me and you let me know I hate you cuz you loved me and you let me go I love all of you except a part or two And I’d love you forever if you just aren’t you
4.
Paranoid 04:38
It’s getting hard to explain why I’m crying Used to be stars up in my eyelids Now they’re lying on the floor by my feet Getting closer to the cake but it’s not smelling as sweet Wanna go back Back when proving ‘em wrong was what mattered Pissed off that they can’t see talent So I hustled ’til they did it, show muscle ’til they listened Whys it feel like somethings missing, now I’m so close to my vision Not a kid no more, can’t kid no more They hate me ‘cuz I’m not on they dick no more And I’m feeling like I don’t give a shit no more I wish I did ‘Cuz all that grinding And this is it My chance to fly, spread my wings Sun came out, and I caught the wind, and its time to jump And I’m scared as shit I raise my voice Fill my voids Cuz Im so fucking paranoid Im so fucking paranoid Im so fucking paranoid I feel this force taking over and over me Do what I can to stay lifted Ill just.. aise my voice Fill my voids Cuz Im so fucking paranoid Im so fucking paranoid Im so fucking paranoid All I ever wanted, sabotaging myself I hear myself explaining it to somebody else And I wanna grab myself, slap myself, stand me up, and rise above I wanna shake myself, can’t take myself, don’t hate myself, but where’s the love? I ate clean all year, where’s my drugs? I’ll tell you when I smoke enough A thousand rounds, a thousand miles 20 devils, with 40 smiles 100 swords, 1000 men 1 young me, 1 mic, 1 pen Fuck out my face, I need my zen Should see this shit I’m tackling Whole damn life need aspirin, wake up how am I gonna last again? Just grasping at a gasp of air I wish that I could swallow Keep afloat today and maybe I’ll make waves tomorrow Ain’t worried ‘bout those bitches see they pussy like a porno Have you ever been afraid of everything that you wanted? Not that you’re weak, but that you might be the strongest? And nobody gets you, but you hate isolation? And you could be the greatest, but you’re so scared of your greatness? And the artist inside you just hate it, feeling so fucking degraded Waited for this for so long, how dare you see chance and not take it? Fuck you, you’re jumping, you’re jumping, you’re jumping like yo Summon that shit from your soul, can’t fly if you never let go
5.
Novocaine 03:56
Somethings come over me lately, I’m ravenous If they wanna sleep make ‘em shit they pyjamas I came to work with a dream and a hammer I can back up every mouthful of chatter I came to see a full house like a tanner I came to kill every snake on my ladder like rat-tat-tat-tat, none of em breathing Like just closing my eyes, and just open the season like brrrr, they know the reason They know that muscle is following weakness They know that justice is following treason I’m ready for war ‘cuz I swear through the peace Can’t fuck with my drive, you ain’t touching my keys So fucking high aint no floor on my feet Find me another like I on the beat I’m like fuck a retreat, fuck a surrender Heart in the street, soul in a blender Clawing the face of complacent contenders Kick in this door in my lace and my leather Beretta Dead from medication but I think you killed the pain Everything’s so different but thank God that’s not the same Watching you go crazy tryna prove that I’m insane Novocaine Novocaine Theres no way you’re not gonna feel this Scratch out what the stars have wrote Numb your heart and throat Cope until you overdose Swallow it and hope I choke Coma over being woke Hatred is your only hope Scratch out what the stars have wrote Numb your heart and throat Cope until you overdose Theres no way you’re not gonna feel this Im thunderin’, rumblin’, jump out the jungle-n’ I came to fight put a mic to your mumbling Light to your shade throw, watching you break slow Water to rock if you rocking or not You dont fuckin’ get it, you’ll never get rid of me Fuck shit you’re bred on will never get into me Dancing with devils to angels that sing to me Bitch I’m on fire, I’m lit up, like literally Get at me BRRR , you made me a monster now look at me BRRR I said LOOK AT ME BRRR! Tasers and bats for these wanksters and brats that can’t feasibly see where I’m lyrically at These herbs in Hermes wanna tell me that’s bad These custies all dusty from running these laps on ‘em Lost every shred of respect that I had for em I wanted peace now I’ll leave ‘em in pieces Tried to break bread now I’d serve ‘em my feces The crown of my head to the sole of my sneakers The front of my skull to the back of my femur You fuck me again and I’ll show you a screamer You ice me again and I’ll show you a heater You park in my lane and I’ll show you a meter You show me the beef and I’ll show you a clever You try a takeover I’ll show you an Ether Slam the receiver, I don’t wanna hear it My pinky toe gets in I’m not fuckin’ leaving’ You’re not fucking hearing me I better raise it up I am not them so stop fucking comparing us 007 my pen is a weapon, glide straight outta Hell and get higher than Heaven You wanted blood take a look at me bleed for you You aint that loyal? The fuck do I need from you? Theres no way you’re not gonna feel this.
6.
Annie Oakley 02:22
The winds of the west side heard of me Roll clean, smoke so dirtily Flow pristine, on the beat I’m in surgery Dog I’m a boss, you can’t cut me off, gotta murder me Fuck what you heard of me, probably true I belong in a zoo Green bud in the blunt, gold NUG in the booth Make a bitch jump off like she locked on the roof On 2, I could moon walk on the moon Popular dude, got the Pac attitude Got the pussy so wet that the cock gotta prune Man dem a swoon, licking the spoon that I fed ‘em Lady Venom on my blocka, shotta Big broads sing the opera When I switch the octave, 8 blunt, octa on some… I can’t even see your roster Off them, disregarding that So fuck hands, show me where your army at Show cardiac unitl my heart attack To Mars and back, any hoe I garden that Yo I throw her on my plate and probably garnish that So fuck a fake baller, where my goners at? Where my haters? Where my partners at? This is what I brought - so who want part of that? Holler back, you wanna see my arm at bat I’m armed for that, machete and a zombie mask I body that, body bag, body cast sawed in half Feel me from your jaw to calf You can’t recant me, shooting on my Oakland Annie Annie Oakley, Annie Instagram an O-Z Annie Any Fresher And I’d Still Be Soapy Annie Get Your Gunners…and a fucking rosary
7.
Its Duch D-I-L-L-I-N-G-E-Rrrrrrrr AKA all those threats is to me just a verb Do up a duwop, its do not disturb hoe Fuck your opinion, I do not concur hoe Winter white on a winter night Dodging death while I’m winning life And I’m on my anti-socialite like Fuck ya’ll dont ruin my night Dilly go dumb till they can’t read or write Dilly pour up till they can’t see the Sprite No sparking if you not rolling No talking if you not knowing Told em Blunted, leanin Cottonmouth Queen’n High enough to leave my footprints on your ceiling And I’m faded…I’m faded baby Cottonmouth Said I’m faded…I’m faded baby Cottonmouth Queen’n I’m here, tell the bar I own the night, tell the stars Small thang on extra large Whole outfit on extra dark Whole squad go extra hard Sparking the art at Victoria Park In the middle of a blizzard, one hand, in the dark Whattap to Fat Nik, and MnL Hop up in the hotbox and they all smoke drugs I’m just somewhere up in Scarborough where they all know plugs And I’m up in front like fuck is up? Drunk as UGHH, with my knuckles up Cant sit still so I’m running up And I aint shit still…..BUT IM COMIN UPPPP! Blunted, leanin Cottonmouth Queen’n High enough to leave my footprints on your ceiling And I’m faded…I’m faded baby Cottonmouth Said I’m faded…I’m faded baby Cottonmouth Queen’n Blow an O in a non-smoke Mariott And I throw a pedal down like ‘He love me not’ Ima blow and they know but they trust me not Like fucking watch, like suck my twat Put em in the dirt, let em fucking rot We could Van Gogh, cut your ear right off Ray Charles to the haters, like Beethoven to the bullshit Blunted, leanin Cottonmouth Queen’n High enough to leave my footprints on your ceiling And I’m faded…I’m faded baby Cottonmouth Said I’m faded…I’m faded baby Cottonmouth Queen’n
8.
They wanna smoke me They don’t even know me I’m Dorothy, I’m Dorothy They wanna smoke me They don’t even know me I’m Dorothy Dorothy with the O-Z Origami, that Afghani Wonder baby Strike Apollo thunder, Polar Light up in the summer Sunset in the cup, face in the blunt Head in the clouds, game by the pound, green by the ounce Once I’m up, no I aint coming down Never been the type to wanna stay on the ground All these things I never dreamed of got my name on em now Haters that were sleeping ya’ll can wait on me now Told em, hold up, hold up they dont even know me 5’5 and I’m higher than Naomi Got that tin man with me oh-so-stush Like these Rubies on my foot This swag could make a rockstar look Whole band of that Rockstar Kush They wanna smoke me They don’t even know me I’m Dorothy, I’m Dorothy They wanna smoke me They don’t even know me I’m Dorothy Dorothy with the O-Z O-Z O-Z Dorothy with the O-Z O-Z O-Z Dorothy with the O-Z They wanna smoke me They dont even know me I’m Dorothy, Dorothy with the O-Z Sun glare glow as my brain go oh Somewhere over the rainbow
9.
Ugly 04:10
Not over under the belt, and not passed fabrication I think we finally hit 12, I think my pumpkin waiting Finally lost my patience, I don’t want any changes Hate is just love, I’m working on indifference He’s so offensive, and quick to get offended And he GON bite it off, no matter where my head is No matter where I’m headed, head the opposite direction I’m sorry that your heart’s not the size of your pretention You’re so fucking smart? You taught me my lesson You’re some kind of God? Here go my confession My stressing and heartache its done Measured it twice and cut once I gave you all of my love Damn it, I dont wanna give up But I’m looking for the love that I felt Its like I’m looking at somebody else And all the beauty that you had fades away Till I can’t even look at your face You’re ugly You’re ugly Used to be exquisite Radiating from your spirit I can’t see it now Where is it? You’re ugly All that shit you were talking, I aint believe it when I saw it Aint believe you really thought it, dog you tore my heart apart And yo I wanted to kill you, part of me still do But what I wouldn’t give to kiss the lips of the real you I never knew the last time was the last time Blindsided by the back of your damn mind And that’s why I always told you not to promise I showed you all my soft spots, you put your finger on ‘em And I, I felt the pressure and I fell to the floor I didn’t wanna fight you might not love me no more But I knew if I didn’t then you’d only love our image And it’s fucking ridiculous I think of you evert minute No like its actually sickening, no like its actually prison I’m feeling like a piece of me is actually missing But like you’re actually dissing, no like you’re actually different I wanna run to you, but I’m actively sitting ’m looking for the love that I felt Its like I’m looking at somebody else And all the beauty that you had fades away Till I can’t even look at your face I’m looking for the love that I felt Its like I’m looking at somebody else And all the beauty that you had fades away Till I can’t even look at your face You’re ugly You’re ugly Used to be exquisite Radiating from your spirit I can’t see it now Where is it? You’re ugly You’re ugly
10.
All I ever wanted was a million fucking bucks And a man that doesnt holler at a million fucking sluts I don’t know, maybe I’m asking too much I don’t know, maybe I’m asking too much All I ever wanted was a jar of weed That didn’t have a bottom, or a stem or seed People say they love me really did for me And didn’t secretly wanna see me bleed All I ever wanted was to make it No…all I ever wanted was to make shit Half naked and almost famous got me Half wasted and almost painless All I ever wanted was a home of my own All I ever wanted was a whip and the road Ally Capone, all on my lonesome See the stars after I know some All I ever wanted was to prove em wrong Tell em get fucked, move the fuck along All I ever wanted was you when you were the you that I used to knew Shoot All I wanna do is see my dreams come true and See the wold through my point of view and See the view from the podium Get high, leave em high in sodium All I ever wanted was to see us win All I ever needed was a BPM And a pen and a mic and a vicaden My heart, and a book I could write it in All I ever wanted was a million fucking bucks And a man that doesnt holler at a million fucking sluts I don’t know, maybe I’m asking too much I don’t know, maybe I’m asking too much I don’t wanna be that girl I wanna be THAT girl, told em I dont wanna be that girl I wanna be THAT girl, I told em I don’t wanna be that girl I wanna be THAT girl I dont know Maybe I’m asking too much All I ever wanted was a life, a back with no knives, to love without fright Yo, all I ever wanted was to fight the world and make it better Be, no type of girl what-so-ever All I ever wanted was a pill, to be real, not push em away when I feel that they close And to know that I’m someone that did something I wanna know I did the right thing Wanna have it all, not to have it all To show myself when you hit and you fall and you get up Chase your dreams when you fed up When I wanna die keep my head up Grind Know I can find, stars can align All I ever wanted was a moment in time All I ever wanted was to know I could fly No all I ever wanted was to know I’m alive So I’m I’m out here doing my thing Call me a princess but one day I could be king Obstacles in my optics so I just pray for some wings I dont know, it’s like yo All I ever wanted was a couple of things All I ever wanted was a million fucking bucks And a man that doesnt holler at a million fucking sluts I don’t know, maybe I’m asking too much I don’t know, maybe I’m asking too much I don’t wanna be that girl I wanna be THAT girl, told em I dont wanna be that girl I wanna be THAT girl, I told em I don’t wanna be that girl I wanna be THAT girl I dont know Maybe I’m asking too much All I ever wanted was a million fucking bucks And a man that doesnt holler at a million fucking sluts I don’t know, maybe I’m asking too much I don’t know, maybe I’m asking too much
11.
After Party 03:46

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